11.6.05

tried my best...guess im jus nt gd enough...

hey..jus came back from spec p1..nt bad..got new nick name nw..justice bao..=) guess they really didnt tried da "i am god" ting..

result of da PC selection was out..got a called from rsm after da final selection jus nw..got to noe tat i didnt get it...=~( appointed contingent commander instead...wat to do..guess i wasnt gd enough..n tat i dun haf wat it takes..to be "fit"..able to jump sky n dive water...watever..gonna take watever they give...

cried out bit when i heard da news..was really sad n disappointed in myself..didnt put in enough effort to..am still sad...haiz..dunno wat i wan say lehz..ciaoz..